Maybe.

There are a few things I am wanting this Holiday season. Not as much as I usually do, though. So I shall share with you some of the things I want, and I will tell you if I am getting it, possibly getting it or daydreaming beyond my wildest imagination.

A lot of the will be the latter two... especially the very latter.

First off, I need a new phone. My mother bought me one this summer aaaaand it's basically crap. I have so many problems with it (as does everyone else I know with this phone) and thus must buy a new one sometime this month before I throw this one against a wall in a fit of anger.

Which I am most likely to do soon.

Blackberry Tour 9630. It appears to me to be beautiful. And I get 100 bucks off the original price if I buy it with Telus... They decided to be nice and give me 100 bucks off because I am such a valued customer. =.=

But yeah. Blackberry. Nuff said. I miiiiight be this. I know I am getting a phone, because I am buying it myself, but I haven't really decided for sure when.

Also in the electronics department, A CAMERA!

I am getting this:

I think my mother already bought it, or is going to buy it this weekend. So that's not really needed to be on my wish list since I am actually getting it and there is no need to wish for it anymore... Ah well. It's here anyways. Too awesome to not be.

Probably getting this one. Maybe a 25 dollar one, but pretty sure someone is getting me this:

Chyeah. I dance like that all the time when I listen to my iPod. Thumbs are always at a GO!

Any Johnny Depp movie (that I don't already have), and MOULIN ROUGE. One of my favourite movies of all time, along with Phantom of The Opera... but I already have that.

Ewan McGregor makes my heart happy. Nicole Kidman... yea-no. Still love the movie though. I just don't like her.

Nothing much else for electronics and other such things, onto the clothing.. onto CLOTHING.

-Cue a harp and angels singing in the background as I open my imaginary and spacious closet of clothes-

I, like maaaany others, am a big fan of clothing. And I like to browse around online, sometimes at the sites of stores at my local mall, and also just to peruse, knowing I'll never buy anything from online stores but admiring the beauty of their clothing. 

Modcloth is a great online store that I have found quite a bit of clothing articles I like. I mostly look at dresses... okay so only once in a blue moon do I ever look at anything but the dresses... but they do have a lot of cool things. I just long for their dresses.

A lot. Even though some probably wouldn't look good on me... I want them anyways.

Sooo here are a few of their dresses I would like:

Hmm. This seems like it's getting really long, and no one is really going to read this, so might as well end with shoes.

SHOOOOOOEEEEES.

Basically Designer Shoe Warehouse is the place to look online. I will never buy shoes from there, since I will probably never buy shoes online but eh. I can dream D: It's a wish list isn't it?

Anyways, I love their tall boots.

And basically just a lot of their various heels.

I think that shall be all for now. There is more but I wish to keep this at a bare minimum.

And yes, before you say anything to that, this IS a bare minimum to me . :) I could go oooon and oooon about clothes. And other things but I'll stop.

Anything you guys want for Christmas that you're really wishing you'll get? :)

Well okay, not thinking she's going to, she's getting me one.

Don't have much to spend though, and I found a camera I think seems pretty decent, but I am not sure.

This is where I plead "HALP PLZ!!"

...HALP PLZ!!

The one i'm looking at is a Fuji Finepix S1500FD and it's $199 (About £113 GBP or $187 US)

Can somebody tell me if this would be a good buy? I need to know soon-ish.

Thank you so much! :)

-Christie

Karma's a bitch. :)

I can't believe this. I never said anything about them, ever. I thought of them as best friends. I have known two since grade 4 and the other since grade 7. I never knew they felt that way about me. Now I know.

Happy birthday to me.

47. Wowzers. O.o 

I'm probably buying a nice big dinner for us from somewhere. (CHINESE?!?!?!)

So yah.

Again I say 47. Wowzers. O.o

And mine is on Mondayyyy :D I finally get to step on a ladder at work! ...well actually I need to sign some papers in order to do that, but STILL. Imma but my foot on that ladder and heave myself up before just standing there for a few minutes. Until they yell at me to hurry up. :)

Well I must go. School awaits. Well... first Tim's for some breakfast sammiches. THEN school. :D

Baiii. ^-^

It was! It truly was! I'm not lying! And it was fun for the most part.

I took (exactly) 130 photos from the parade, aaaand I don't know how many from the fireworks. I'll post most of the parade ones soon, but the fireworks were a bit off so the quality of a lot of the photos are not that great. I'll post mostly all of them anyways.

I had to work at Tim's from 4-10, and it was busier than anything because we are right where people like to watch the fireworks. -.- Scalded my hands with coffee sooo much that when I got home I had to put ice on them. Buuut out of all the stress that was work, I got a cool red tie dyed shirt out of it! IT'S AWESOME.

I got out of work just in time to catch the fireworks, and they were longer than last year's, aaaaand there was star-shaped ones! Like holy guacamole!

I finally got home around 10 to 11, and became a big pig eating pie and talking to my boyfriend for hours on end. As I said last night, 'Oh, the life.'

And that was it. Didn't do much this year. No big family thing. It was nice.

Tomorrow i'm heading off to Halifax with my mom and little brother for his plastic surgery. He has a large scar on the back of his head from when he had 90% of his big pre-cancerous mole removed. It's really visible and he can't grow hair there, so we're getting it fixed up. We got his head shaved today, so now his scar looks very clear and visible. And disgusting.

But anywho, i'm still trying to upload pics. Better get on that.

Love!

-Christie:)

IT'S SO AWESOME I FEEL LIKE BAKING COOKIES THEN EATING THEM.

Okay so I'd share them all if I could.. and if I was actually making them. : D

But I'd like to say thanks to jeunefrille39 for suggesting it, and thanks to everyone who actually takes the time to look at my photos.

I don't take photos for the attention or anything, but it feels nice to know people are actually admiring something you did or made.

I really enjoy taking photos even though I don't take them now as often as I'd like to because i'm usually busy, but I hope that will soon change in the next few weeks after exams and school is out for the summer. That, and painting. 

Hmm... Instead of baking cookies, I shall turn on Call On Me by Eric Prydz and have a pelvic thrustarama, stopping to pet cats now and again.

AU REVOIR!

I can't go into detail too much because it's ongoing and stuff, but i'll talk a bit about it.

Basically, my mom will be fired and stripped of her nursing licence because she decided to stand up for her nurses because her new boss was endangering their well-being and the well-being of patients at the hospital by being a stupid stuck-up cunt and not following regulations, actually telling a janitor to their face that they have their job because they're not smart enough to get any other one, and she went so far as to take away the permanent markers because she think they'll write on the permanent board with them. It continues on and on, and the nurses have been stressed and actually crying because of all of this, and one has actually resigned; others about to follow suite.

My mom wrote up a letter to her boss, and her boss's boss saw it, and somehow filed a big claim against her, having to go to court and everything for this now. Her boss's boss (aka MegaCunt) hates my mother just because, and decided to do this to her.

My mom's an amazing woman. She did it to help, and it was a letter, which I read and edited for her. There was nothing bad, but apparently to MegaCunt it "sounds bad".

I tell you what sounds bad, MegaCunt. The sound of your scream as I shove my foot up your ass.

I can't even begin to explain how fucked up everything is right now. I'm stressed with school and upcoming exams, I need to get things done and soon, and my family is falling apart. My sister wants all this attention for herself, shooting off and claiming she hates us all. She wants everything her way and it has to be her way or else her life sucks and it is unimaginable. hurting my little brother, and just earlier I have to go out with my brother in the car and search for her because she ran off. I had to hold off my brother off from beating the shit into her, and my brother's having it rough for him about it all, my sister just adding to it.

She knows what we're going through. She knows the seriousness of it all. Yet she doesn't care. And no, i'm not just saying this. she doesn't care. At all.

I've hardly gotten any sleep in days. I had a panic attack last night, migraines, and my hair's falling out.

I bought my dress for prom tonight, but I don't think i'll even go. I might just return it and give all the money to my mom to help out. Because if the judge goes through with this claim, my mom will be fired, as I said.

My mom has a bad back and needs surgery for it for the last few years now, but has had to work to support the family that she couldn't get it. She can't work anywhere with a bad back, and at her age, she'll be lucky if she gets a job at Tim Hortons.

I can hardly look at my mom without wanting to cry. She's 5 times as worse as me right now, and she's so thin it's scary.

I don't know what to do. I can't do anything. And that makes me so goddamn frustrated. I'm useless. I'm trying to hold this family together but i'm failing badly.

I just needed to vent, tell someone something, even though I don't think anyone will read this, it made me feel better to type it.

I probably won't be on Buzznet a whole lot for the next little while, so have a good one. At least one of us can.

I've been sick all weekend, and when I thought it finally let up, it was just taking a break and came back. -.-

Well at least i'm actually sitting upright and am not hanging my head over a toilet? Meh. I've hardly eaten anything the last few days but I have drank a few liters of drink substances... but I reaaally need to eat some time.

Pretty much screwed for rugby, though. I've been out injured and now sick, and there's a tournament this Friday-Sunday. Damnit I better be better. <.<

I won't be on buzznet the next few days because of this. I'm only on the computer now because I have to write an email and send it for school tomorrow and thought to say wazzap.

WAZZAAAAAAAAAAP.

Anyways i'm gonna go. Maybe reply to some things first, though.

I hope you're all doing well and that you all have awesome weeks because SOMEONE has to!

See you all. :)

-Christie♥